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i wish it was the GW event already *rolls around the floor in agony*. by just waiting, i have quite cleared up my room further a bit. just some surfaces to dust again, a whole table to clear, some area of the floor to clear, shoes to put away and a floor to sweep and mop. once i finish that i would move back in and start stitching stuff and doing faceup for Seth *nod nod*

anyway, as i also want to clear my too cluttered desktop so i could view that Vassalord wallpaper in its full glory, here is a little something. uhh… something i tried which Ken tried at her site — this is like… based on your name, what the contents of your brain could possibly be lol. it’s pretty fun that i ended up doing most of my characters’ names @__@;;:

legend:
疑心 – doubt, apprehension
眼 – eye (huh??)
欲 – desire, craving, greed, longing, passion
悩 – in distress, worry
友 – friend
金 – money
休 – sleep, day off
楽 – comfort, music, relax
遊 – play
酒 – sake/alcohol
嘘 – lie
善 – virtuous, good
迷 – perplexed, in doubt, astray
幻 – illusion
悪 – bad
食 – food
無 – nothing
愛 – love
好 – like
H – ….nyahahaha XDDD…

me first, my adopted name:

uh.. yeah. do i really seem that… lazy XD? well… i do get hungry often lately, i noticed… but still paper-thin, much to my parents’ disdain -__-…

Kim x Shi:

poor Kim >.< (and yeah, Shi’s really “nothing” lol). but at least there’s still a little amount of “liking” there in Shi for him XDD..

it’s a different scenario when Shi’s “real name” is used though (only I know his real name, haha XD)…

( lots more…! got too carried away… )

i hate pork ;___;. i was forced to eat it a while ago, and it was terrible ;___;. even more when it is swimming in lots of oil and water and has this suspicious smell…

i just ate one strip and a chunk of potato. ;___;…

(i have this traumatic experience with pork, especially when it’s in a soup… ughh…)

…anyway, WOW! i must congratulate myself on how long it is since i’ve last posted XDD. i’ve been so busy with the training on this job, and working so hard to get some decent sleep, and had failed the first certification at the second week XD. But yesterday i finally passed the second and last certification and OMFG I FINALLY HAVE A JOB OFFER TONIGHT! woot! omg i’m so happy ;___;… this type of thing is just so rare…

i just hope that our salary would be high though-__-. and already at the regular rate for employees even when we’re still at product specific training…

I went on a massive buying spree today too >.<. and i had sworn to myself that i would damn buy something for myself too! not just for my dolls >.<! hahaha.

So this means until July I wouldn’t buy anything anymore -__-. as in, no dolls, no doll stuff, no dslr. all money would be on amortizations and debts. actually until the end of the year but i’m stubborn. wah… so then i wouldn’t be able to buy this fabulous Deorart coat too (well, i easily get cold, that’s why! and damn the 2-way Riders jacket is already out of stock ;__;):

waaah ;___;. but if my lack of self-discipline kicks in again, i just might… >_>. i want to buy so many stuff… but no money… waaah!

…basically i’m going to complete my boys’ physical looks now, and some items for my future dolls, except for Kim’s eyes. i still haven’t found the perfect brown eyes for him (and for Kaele/Keiser), and Deputy Dolls’ site is down >.>;;. i’m still reluctant to purchase the Cola Brown from Ginarolo, because I want iris riiiiiingggg~~~~

the list:

1) Sunny’s 1/3 Doll wig (dark coffee fur) (for Kim)
2) Sunny’s 1/3 Doll wig (coffee b-long fur) (for Seth)
3) Dollga Kanis round Red 18mm (for Seth… omg this ran out in Leekeworld)
4) Dollga Kanis round Turkey Iris ring 16mm (still dunno… probably for Salla or Merii… a pain to restock so buying it)
5) HZ boots limited My Queen (black) (Seth and L’oeil would surely love this XD)
6) Pupapa wig Black SDW02 (for Shi)
7) Pupapa red mohair weft (w/ 9″ free headcap) (to add to Seth’s hair)
8) Pupapa Germany glass eyes Mist Blue 16mm (still dunno… probably for Vincent or Merii…a pain to restock so buying)
9) Dollmore Model Doll carriage 30″ (black) (FINALLY XD! LOL)
10) Dollmore’s mini iron (yellow) (because it’s a pain using a big iron on doll clothes X.x)
11) Dollmore 30-70cm Omega Type Doll stand from Glib
12) Bronze Koji Nanjo-Cathexis (from JpQueen omg omg omg XDDDD… finally!)
13) Wild Adapter#6 (but of course XDD! if it wasn’t for LJ i wouldn’t have known it was out… thank goodness for LJ!)
14) Rokugatsu no hebi – Perfect Edition (aside from being a D1/28 shipper, I’m also all for Oshitari x Atobe, specially when it’s from this artist XDD. now i just want their Re-Play *sigh*…)
15) Gakuen Heaven Officia Chara Book Zenin shuugou (i swear it’s the half-naked Nakajima that did me in this one >.>, and this is so totally unplanned that I was so torn between buying this or those two volumes of Hyakujitsu no bara ~Maiden Rose. but i did anyway because it would be hard to get this one again once it sells out, and because someone has already beat me to the Fabrica Theologiae and the Blanc et Noir… grr.)

and, ugh… here I experience the fretting stage of waiting for the damn payment and order confirmations and shipping notices again. (i especially fret over my JpQueen orders, because it would only be shipped via SAL… and I never tried how reliable SAL is before… and it’s a long 2-10 weeks before arrival *frets*)

and once more i experience THE PROBLEMS. one is Sunny, as there’s a mix-up going on when she sent me a combined shipping invoice that isn’t really working because of some damn error Ebay wouldn’t explain clearly @_@. and the second, especially, THE NIGHTMARE THAT IS PAYGATE (courtesy of Dollmore).

the full hellish correspondence here (I really hate doing this type of thing! ugh!):

( yes, this is SO rantish… just for documentation =P )

…actually semi-spring cleaning… because i’m trying my best to go through all the junk in my real bedroom one day at a time. my room is not that big, but it has too many stuff in it that there’s nowhere to place them in >_<! i think i’m still in the 20% -_-… I just have to figure out how to organize all those stuff so i can start practicing faceups -_-… my computer /editing room is not a conducive place to do that (and sleep in >.< )!

speaking of faceup, my Lu-wen arrived yesterday! and with it the Juri type B ^o^!

and on date expected 0_0! (like before, 24 days from payment confirmed) Kim’s body (for repair/replacement) is not with it though >_<.

I was just too tired yesterday from all that unpacking and repacking and MSC testing that I didn’t post here, but the compressed coverage I managed to squeeze at DoA. Some pics here at my Photobucket.

the full story! starting with the too big box:

ehh?? no big poster anymore =( ??

( and from here, LOTS OF PICS 0_0 )